My mood today was so down. I don't no why. maybe it could be i feel the loneliness and seldom ♥loves is able to talk to me. Wanted to find ♥loves to talk to me, helping me to break the silence, But can't. I shall be a obedient girl and just concentrate on my studies + missing ♥loves. Internet is down the entire day. I'm using a portable now to blog. I have to blog, and i want to blog. Today physics paper was a dead paper to me. during and after the paper, i keep wondering what the hell have i been studying. I promise i won't waste really anymore days. i really cannot take it, revising the subject the day before, i will end up stressing myself alot.

The feel of school and friends turn out so cold to me. i go school is like for exam and go home. nah, nvm ba. ♥loves have always been so encouraging to me. don't get the wrong idea, i am not giving up. I can feel ( with my heart ) that I'm ♥missing♥ him. I used to tell him we have alot in common ( is that the right word?) or what i mean is telepathy. seriously la. haha.

* ♥loves just told me about his virgin shots, holding his first revolver. Total marks just nice marksman. haha! i wonder how is shooting feel like. o.o ** next time take and play (KIDDING) :)

well, i really need to get back to studies le.
( My mental must be strong )
-Gosh, my office hero is going to overdue again, and internet is still not okay-

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