Day 146/Day 63:

Friday was a long freaking day. I don't know why. I know i got alot of filing need to do. But than, don't care for now. haha! Don't say about work la. I always keep sleepy at office. And a manager is sitting just behind me. zzz I can just fall asleep on my hand la. haha! sometime pretend pretend typing, than i close my eyes. POWER right. haha

Waited at YCK mrt after work for ♥loves. Head straight to his house. ( i forget got go nex ma ) Everytime enter ♥loves room, i feel like sleeping liao. haha! he shower sleeping pill powder on me confirm. haha!!!!

Head down to bugis with ♥loves the next day. I hate the street man! I have to overcome the damn crowd and soon after i want to start shopping slowly, i don't know walk until where liao. From bugis junction to bugis street got 1 traffic light, and it's always FULL of people. Really is human jam la! Went to Iluma and get his stuff. Back to junction to buy too. NICE. He gotten all his clothes:))) Because he need book in de ma. Head back home differently. ( too far for him, and too late ) I love you♥♥♥

Sunday went to tampines and cut hair along with cousins. NICE. i gotten my fringe cut short :)) others cut hair de cut hair, dye hair de dye hair. Granny last min ask us go fetch her. zzzz Went home first and head down ♥loves house. His bed always attracts me, i don't know why lorr. haha!!!!! Send him to CCK and head to northpoint to meet mummy, and sisters. Had a small reunion dinner at ThaiExpress.

Going back journey was extremely funny. We were gossiping and doesn't want little sister to know, so we talk hokkien. My hokkien is fail one lorr. Every sentence my mum say, i absorb damn slow. DaJie was like laughing away at me. haha. Sleep and that's it for sunday.

Day 143/Day 60:

HALF DAY WORK FOR ME!

Blame my itchy hand, go scratch bleed my head.

Scalp was bleeding lorr. Asked for a half day off and head back home.

Was tired thou. So slept awhile and went to clinic. JOY clinic closes on thursday. wth, so zhun/suey. visit the one next to it, bought medicine and HOME!

I slept alot, and keep feeling tired. I should be can wake up le. But body don't want.

Had flu at night. zzzz Horrible :(

Day 142/Day 59:

POSTING RESULT IS OUT TODAY, MORNING! 7:19am!!

That's the timing i receive the message :)

ErJie was being woke up by me. Mum heard the news when she was bathing, DaJie was running to my room to hear the news. ( EVERYONE WAS EXCITED )

I went in my Third Choice and I LOVE IT! I wanted the first 2 actually. First one is fun :) Second is the same as third, but than got diploma++ :( But nvm, NYP is the best choice :) It was lucky that i went down to the poly(s) to hear about the course.

From the start, i always wanted Hospitality and Tourism, but then, after talking to my dad la, my sisters la, I change my mind. Well, H&T is VERY fun when i look at the course, but it's NOT VERY fun to look at the career further down. That was how far i see my poly course :)

( Sisters/Dad said this : Since you want go university, POLY is just a stepping stone. )

( And i agreed )

But for 3 years, i'm going to have to study something, something i like, something that i'm interested. That was why i take the effort w/ my 2 sisters to all poly(s)

NOTE TO SELF( to those who want to listen/see ) : There's no bad/worse/lousy polytechnics in singapore. The poly(s) are not that bad. 筠婷说（俗语说），如果自己想要读的好，无论你在什么环境下，都会读的好。

*END OF POSTING RESULTS*

Nothing much to say about work.

Just that i had a awesome lunch @ Northpoint's Manhattan Fish Market.

After that, HELL! lol.

That's 8boxes of papers that need to be properly tidy up and send off as archive. Stacks of papers ( With the height of my legs ) are wrongly placed into those boxes. I move around those boxes, file up the papers ( No file, they took it out and uses raffia/raphia string. My fingers F.ing Hurts :( I tortured myself now, so that i have a better life for the next 2 months. OH YA, I hope i am able to extend my contract :)

Today, god was having a moodswing, and he decided to play a fool with the human in SG.

Rain>drizzling>rain>drizzling>BIG RAIN>drizzling.

The Farewell Girl, Charmain :)

Buddy ar! haha. Shahidah :)

The Joker who call me chicken, she's a goat :) Felicia :)

And she kinda a indian, but speaks english, chinese, cantonese. LOLS

Day 141/Day 58:

Skyping with Sister:) * she's not home *

♥Love told me not to be late for work today but i am :( Mother hog the toilet ma. SO NOT MY FAULT. bleah :) I am quite lonely today, because love is busying exercising (putting up cone for sports) . So i quietly just do my work and falling asleep halfway. Seriously, i slept at 11pm sharp and feel the same tiredness today.zzz I was so boring doing the same thing, that was why i switch on my itouch and start listening to the song starting with ' A '. Lunch was awesome because my ban mian de mian is exactly what i wanted it to taste like!!!! YIPEE :))))

After lunch was totally horrible. 5 hours don't know what i'm doing. I didn't do filing at all. Too lazy to move. It's just horrible jiu dui liao. I send the mail accordingly ( like i was told to ) and was 'kinda scolded' by the recipient for sending her mails. Some OL are just IDIOTS! Not kind, not friendly, like to 'shoot' people indirectly. zzzz Hate it.

Head back home and bought a packet of chicken rice for myself.

I SKYPE WITH SISTER FOR 1 HOUR AFTER THAT :))))))))

PS: ♥Dear, stop falling in. Can fall out anot? Or fall in my arms :))))

Day 140/Day 57:

There's a total of 3 MACBOOK PRO IN THE HOUSE :)))))

Today i managed to wake up, BUT STILL LATE. ( yunting, keep on working on that, wake up earlier each day ) Bought beehoon up to office, and the food never fail to make me satisfied :)))

Food Aside, Work comes. Who cares, i shall do slowly lorr. But i kinda don't like my table full of papers!.... Hope i can extend! really hope!

My table now is really full of papers. got my elbow to palm that much you know. More to come. hai! well, no choice, admin is like that right... Actually i don't like the feeling of doing the same thing over and over again. I will go bored. ( I'm talking about papers, not other things )

Head home after work, and managed to get on the bus. Its new design :) NICE :)))) More and more like MRT ar.... haha. But the design was just a trial one. If only alot of people like, they then proceed to making more of it.

Conclusion of the day : IDIOT

Because i met alot of idiot people today.

1) Aunty that think she can everytime cut my Q when i'm doing scanning, just because i let her go once.

2) That idiot lady ( but i shall call her aunty ) who keep pushing me when i was boarding the bus. She really keep push. I can feel her arm pushing my back. zzzz I turn and stare at her. ( When i alight, I push her DAMN hard ) -Was very pekchek la-

3) Some moron drivers are plain idiot for driving at the bus line during peak hours. My bus is moving so slowly.....

that's all for today.

Just chatted with ♥love on the phone. lovelovelove♥

Day 139/Day 56:

Friday i didn't go work, as in no go office.

I went all the way to Bedok. 8am i am at Eunos la.! So early i already so far.

Warehouse supposedly should be just fan, but they have air-con!!! Because the warehouse contain electronic. SO cooling la. Maybe i should go there work right. BUT FAR SIA!.

Purpose for going there : I was being send to go there stock taking.

Wasn't very hard la. Somemore DAMN slack! I fall asleep in-between break somemore. And the break is like 2-3 hours. Was chatting with colleague about ghost houses/story.. erieee.. Was released early and head home first and fetch ♥love. But he released early too. His dad playing mahjiong, so I watch my drama in the living room. until night than they play finish....

Saturday was kinda a tired day for me. Wah, ♥love wake up jiu down there play game. haha! i sleep until damn shiok la! shiok until once loves movement quite loud i will wake up with a shock. haha! I watched finish my drama and went to sleep again. haha! paiseh la, too tired. Night-time meet up with sisters at nex for shopping bought 1 set of CNY clothes. :))))))

Sunday early in the morning went to aunt house to bake pineapple tart! haha! IT'S NICE I TELL YOU!!!!!! My hand is like super sticky la. haha. Once it came out from the oven, the smell can travel thousand mile and still smell so good! haha! Bought a little back for ♥love. Meet up with him at nex ( aunt house also at serangoon ) and we spend 2 hours staying there despite we go there once a week. LOL. Send ♥love to book in and he said something like this:

' You are a good girlfriend, Because only you will every time send me off at CCK. ' ♥♥♥

haha! sweet right him. haha. I Of course so good, so if you don't want me is your loss arh... haha! love you!♥

Day 136/Day 53:

Photo taken unsuccessfully.

-Okay, no need see this post-

I think i forget what i do liao. if only you want to know my work lorr.

I was so slack that day la. Cause next day not going back work ma. So the day goes pass fast.

Lunch at Bistro, ate 'Chicken Stew'. IT'S NICE I TELL YOU..

I went to eat with 3 others ma. 2 of them are mother liao, another one 20++

The 20++ told me: ' they talk about children, we talk about man. LOLS! '

My day was better, because i really not to do. Filing give me file finish liao..

Need wait for them give whole stack than i file. haha!

Went home and like that lorr. ( home stuff forget liao )

TATA~

Day 135/Day 52:

I love every morning because loves will always send me a message :)))

HI, I'M LATE AGAIN. This time, supervisor caught me being late. but another senior lady tell me It's okay one la. haha! so i think is okay right? LOLS! Today i'm rather reluctant to work. BECAUSE a 1 year contract lady came, and i have to give up my laptop and use the CPU. zzzz But this time i don't use the bulky monitor, i use slim one. haha! screen like SO BIG, and my eye so small. LOL, see until pain you know. orh well, I had to change my sitting arrangement around my desk and i don't like it :( love ask me to slack lor. I really hope i can. haha! Lunch at AMKhub 'Sticky Rice' I dont taste the different actually, after all the rice is not sticky. lols. Drop my Scholarship cheque and went back office. ( I went with Colleagues to eat )One of them is going perth and I told her if i'm the pilot of her flight, i will bring her Down with me. LOLS!

Leave office late and mom was home.

A lady from 'Dephlin' came to house and do demo about the vacuum cleaner. NICE~

Late night, about just now long ago, mum went downstair with sister and saw a lady sitting at the corridor next block( around my level ). Quickly we turn the house light damn and peep thru the window as my mum called the police. ( at that point, our reaction very funny sia )

Day 134/Day 51:

I'm so late for work today. Is like i 9 than reach work place la! luckily no one saw me. Or rather those who saw don't matter. The most important supervisor don't saw me :) I was so sick. Sneeze until want die liao. I wore long white sleeve shirt and long pants. It's not enough. I cover everyone part of my body but not my face zzzz. continue sneezing lorr. I'm like kinda weak like that. After lunch went for a briefing and back to work again. I'm doing warranty registration ma. those people who want me to register doesn't know to give information de lei. I flood their inbox, hardly anyone replied. after 1 long sick day, home at last. Nap and wake up. No medicine, GG.com

♥Love, i miss you so much. Hoping for friday to come quickly.

Day 133/Day 50:

♥Loves called inthe morning :) but still cannot wake up on time. so..... LATE! haha. Work till 11:30 and office having a lunch gathering. MeeSiam and Nasi Lemak. Chatted with charmaine and she seriously love science( R&D ) went back office early, and wanted to shouted since no one. i want shout liao, than i saw someone. HAHA! paiseh.... continue to work until knock off lorr. Was playing Gem Miner for a moment. IT IS FUN!!!! hai, today stomach don't listen to me. Keep on pain. Morning gastric, afternoon stomache and cramp. zzzzz

I ALSO WANT GO OVERSEA! I WANT TAKE PLANE!

I think i'm going crazy for 'Vampire Diaries' &&

Nina Dobrev is HOT and PRETTY!

Day 132/Day 49:

I miss wearing my school U seriously.

Work was rather irritating on friday, Because a mother-lady keep on saying and talking. She give instruction can keep on repeating de lei. Sometime i couldn't stand it. I would like to walk off but i can't. So i rather stuck to my chair till i knock off or run to the loo. haha. Work ended and went to fetch ♥loves. Went to his house and his father playing mahjiong. So tried to fall asleep on ♥loves lap, but wake up and go NEX. ( die, i forget we do what liao ) oh ya. Went to the value$ there and everything is super cheap la! haha. glad 2 bottles of drinks and off to arcade. I wanted to play 'razing storm' but than like a kid there playing 'animal kaizer' NOT CHEAP SIA THIS GAME! head back and mind too tired to stay awake.

Well, ♥loves now likes to play 'Naruto Castle Defence'. Everytime play play play. Around late afternoon we head down to Marina Square. What we eat":YUKI YAKI! Its always nice. the salmon this time like damn big la! First time went there almost finish the food without complaining full. haha! ( now i feel like eating la ) Prize stage cheat my money! haha. Head back Nex again, and this time, the 'Catching fish game' caught our eye. We played from 10+pm to 4+am! haha. how cool is that. 4am and i'm in the shopping mall playing game. Slept for 1hr+ at ♥loves house, and cab home early in the morning.

SCHOLARSHIP DAY~ Well last time getting scholarship/ bursary. Because i'm not going to JC ma. A little concert and speech, phototaking for the donors and money for me later:)) OMG la, the money so much. LOLS! Head home and want sleep don't want sleep like that. rush off to ♥loves house in case i fall asleep. lunch and Nex again. hah! head to the arcade and saw this PRO little boy. Really is PRO okay! he almost complete the whole game of ' House of death 4' alone and only 1 credit. His aiming was perfect la! Send ♥loves to CCK at night and head home while playing 'Gem Miner' :))))))))

I was so tired that i fall asleep when i'm home.

Day 129/Day 46 :

The one that troubled me for 4 days straight.....

Today is a half half day..

Why is that so? I work half day, i visit the polys for half day :)))

How pro is that. I visit 4 polytechnics in singapore which is NYP, NP, SP and TP for an afternoon only. A great thanks to my 2 sisters! I roughly know what i want after visiting all of them, and told myself if i never went down, and stayed home just looking at the JAE book, i'm an idiot. I glad i went down, and it was fruitful :) The courses i chose was interesting and i hope i get in the either of the first 3 :))

Last stop was TP and Cousin went along with us after his school. Went to ikea and have a walk. Bought frames and was excited in putting in up when done.

Late night( which is now ) I settled down to do my JAE admission. I spend alot of time to re-organize what i want. 12 choice ain't easy to choose. ( A lot of people told me to choose wisely ) And yes :) i did :) managed to finish up about a few mins ago. Is like the moment when i submitted i was excited + nervous. lols!

Well, thanks for everything sisters :) ♥love you...

( Boyfriend don't be jealous, i love you too :)) )♥♥♥

Day 128/Day 45 :

Back in action after 2 days of unhappiness. I almost can't drag myself up to bath and get ready. If i went to have a little drinking session with my dad last night, i might be staying at home and replenish back my strength. Was bringing quite a moody mood to work. I have no enthusiasm at all. I'm worried about my studies.

- currently i don't feel like writing about my work -

2 paths :

Either time buy money

or money buy time.

Both i can't. I don't even know what's my plan now. Dad need a break, poly can't let me in. What to do now? I only want to study the course i want. I don't want others. Why is it me?

我好像发脾气。我觉得好不公平。但是没钱就是没钱，我有我想要读的又怎样。 理工学院不肯要我，家里经济又有困难。那是不是就不读了？我也好想抱着希望，有学院会要我，但是机会真的很渺茫 。 再和爸爸谈话前，我胡乱做选择。现在想改也不能了。告诉我，我还能怎样？

Day 127/Day 44:

Reason why my arm is there : I am having sore eye. Either dust or too tired.

It's quite obvious i didn't went to work. Because i wasn't tweeting much. I was applying DAE in NYP and TP and SP. i have no choice. I cannot choose the school, is they choose me. Only went to hand in the verification slip at NYP. Dad suddenly came back without informing us about the timing, so me and ErJie cab down to 2 places to fetch the key then the car. Met dad, and he talk to me about my studies. Now, i'm in dilemma. Hospitality maybe out of my choices le. Gonna reconsider again. After all, Uni is what i want. what's more business course need a B6 for english. That makes in ineligible to apply thru JAE. the 12 choices now acted like a useless choice. Because all the courses are not the one i want.

JieJie : I really need you to talk to me more and fast :/

♥Boyfriend : Do support me :)

-time's running out-

Day 126/Day 43:

The day I got back my O level result.

Truely, my result sucks. ( well i want to keep ranting , But some people who are idiotic will say stop ranting/crying/complaining, it's already like that ) HELLO! i have my own way. I cry because i have accepted the fact that i didn't did well. Cry also got wrong meh. Let myself embarrassed infront of everyone. I really thought i could hold back my tears. But the moment i saw my result slip, i straight cry. ( Never know what is pain, you will never know how to put in effort )

Only thing i can do now is hoping for the course i want.

Sisters and ♥boyfriend and close teachers and madeleine had been encouraging me. Thanks :) i will be fine. After all, i won't become a zombie yunting. There's always ways. Just that is the time that matters. sisters bought me to have a walk at Nex just to stop wandering cluelessly at home. ♥boyfriend will try to do every means to keep me cheerfully. Mum was disappointed :(

Now i only can do what i can. And try to do what i have to do.

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