I guess I probably forget what i'm suppose to blog about.

(will type random stuff in as well)

Let's see......

My work, Lose To Win 4

I have been working from March to June for this event.

Its not exactly everyday work, only a few days per week.

Mostly is evening time.

Well, Pay wise, $30 per session? But the job scope is kinda tough.

And so, I had finally finish the last session and i'm free to to continue my studies.

My School, Nanyang Polytechnic

Ever since school reopen till now, I don't have the feel of wanting to study

Maybe the feel of being a Year 3 is so damn different.

Studies is becoming the priority in my brain, and my mind had to be constantly working.

The stress I put on myself is like ........ |______________________________________| This Much

I started to do badly for my tests and all. Getting lousy grades and not studying.

I used to love when testing paper is given back.

Because I knew I study hard and I wanted it to pay off.

However, this time, I hate it. I knew I didn't study, the marks i'm getting is pathetic.

My mid-term grade ain't gonna have A in it. 

Coding became a drag. The part I get, I don't even know how to innovate. 

Teacher told me the part I'm doing is a piece of cake. HOW TO GET A LIKE THAT!?!?!

Being a leader for project module is a pain. 

I wanted to try to be a leader at least once in Poly life. (BUT WHY I CHOSE WHEN I'M YEAR 3?!)

We are suppose to hold on to each other at this point of time.

But nobody is really communicating with me. 

I envy how other groups are always producing teamwork.

And yet, every module the group i'm in, doesn't seems to show it. 

*If i'm seems desperate about A, there's a reason to it. 

I WANT TO GO LOCAL UNIVERSITY !

My Friends, The Friendship 

Recently there's a little conflict on my friendship in school.

Well, not directly towards me. But somehow it's around there.

Let's start off with the first situation.

There's this guy who was in our clique from the day we all meet in Year 1.

Our clique consist of 8 people and days was going pretty well.

Until this semester. Everything changes.

3 people in our clique became the school committee members, and meeting time became lesser.

2 of them are still quite close to us.

But 1 of them drifted away already.

None of us knew why. He just stop talking to us and ignore us in our face.

The reluctant reply he gave was such a turn off. 

He slowly became a person we never knew.

We all tried to pull him back into our clique, but he show no interest at all.

And then.... He posted, people who he chose to ignore ain't his friend at all.

TADAH! Friendship is gone. (He causes all this, there's nothing we can still do about it)

Second situation.

People always say: 

"Only say mean things to others when you yourself can accept when people say mean things to you. "

Regardless is it mean things or not, when you say it to other, make sure you are able to accept it too. 

My topic is "ATTITUDE"

some people have bad attitude and don't realised it

some people are smarter, they knew and control. 

some people are worse, they knew but don't care to control.

So if you have temper or bad attitude, which category are you?

I don't lose temper easily, because to me, when losing temper, i'm losing friends.

That's why I keep it in. I suck it all in the bad attitude that was placed into my face.

It became I have lesser topic to talk to my friends and always the one listening to them.

When they tease, i'm only watching. 

But I really don't understand. DON'T YOU KNOW YOUR OWN ATTITUDE?!

You are able to let go of your temper onto everyone. 

But when people do it back to you, you can't suck it up?

What's your problem?!

Well, at least now everything is fine :D So I have no problem with it. (Just a random rant)

My Love, My boyfriend.

Everything is going fine between me and him.

It's just like every normal day.

Going to be close to 5 years.

Thinking back how did all this years came by.

He's like my best pal. I can talk to him about almost everything.

He's like my guardian, takes good care of me.

He's like me. We both love each other <3 p="">

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