Monday, April 27, 2009, 7:07 PM
Am i that strong as i imagine?
Today isn't my day..
everything just turn negative ]:
i was almost late this morning,
and was shouted by mum,
for me asking her faster..
school hours was discouraging..
I didn't get good marks for Geog,
I failed the subject that i'm going to taken in 48hours.
I flunk my POA paper, and was 'lecture' by teacher..
Planning not to go MJ,
but went it anyway,
$ was lost more than i expected..
Laughed by friends for being a big sister of 1..
kinda lie to myself that i'm proud of it,
whereby i know my lil sister is naughty..
heard that lil sister fail almost all her english spelling..
i know i'm not doing my job as a sister..
i almost trip and fall when alighting from bus,
when lil sister block my way..
Mum called,
blame me for buying her waffle everytime,
which i didn't!
Lil sister give me attittude,
but i didn't want to scold her in public.
carrying a very sad mood,
i have to calm my voice now, and talk to her..
i wanted to cry so much! but didn't...
When Sister suddenly held my hand..
i told myself i won't cry outside..
*************************
i want to be strong,
i don't want cry..
i'm not a cry baby, but that's how i feel better..
i wanted to talk, but didn't know what to say..
staying in my room now, crying..
not that someone bully me..
just not strong to take the damage..
Maybe you laugh at my post,
cuz you may not know how i felt..
ps:i wanna forget today..
Today isn't my day..
everything just turn negative ]:
i was almost late this morning,
and was shouted by mum,
for me asking her faster..
school hours was discouraging..
I didn't get good marks for Geog,
I failed the subject that i'm going to taken in 48hours.
I flunk my POA paper, and was 'lecture' by teacher..
Planning not to go MJ,
but went it anyway,
$ was lost more than i expected..
Laughed by friends for being a big sister of 1..
kinda lie to myself that i'm proud of it,
whereby i know my lil sister is naughty..
heard that lil sister fail almost all her english spelling..
i know i'm not doing my job as a sister..
i almost trip and fall when alighting from bus,
when lil sister block my way..
Mum called,
blame me for buying her waffle everytime,
which i didn't!
Lil sister give me attittude,
but i didn't want to scold her in public.
carrying a very sad mood,
i have to calm my voice now, and talk to her..
i wanted to cry so much! but didn't...
When Sister suddenly held my hand..
i told myself i won't cry outside..
*************************
i want to be strong,
i don't want cry..
i'm not a cry baby, but that's how i feel better..
i wanted to talk, but didn't know what to say..
staying in my room now, crying..
not that someone bully me..
just not strong to take the damage..
Maybe you laugh at my post,
cuz you may not know how i felt..
ps:i wanna forget today..
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