i miss that night we spend tgt:[

I just don't understand,
but am i thinking the right stuff??

school was reopen.
i'm so not prepare to go to school
wake up late and from the morning, my day just started to unhappy. told mum to write letter for me. and i end up really having gastric pain. MT onwards i wasn't feeling that well le. and when math lesson, i couldn't stand the pain. i lay on the table but just can't get well. recess, i eat the rice until so xinku:[[[[[

POA, i got no mood to study. my pain was taking over me.. i cannot get the information of POA in my head. i don't want the pain.. no matter which position i tried, no use]: PHY and ENG was so hard to go thru with the pain.. but i don't mind, cuz i knew i can see him straight after school. but things just seem to be/feel diff..

i don't no why am i feeling so down.. i never even have a talk with him. not a proper one. i want to feel strong, but not this time. i'm definetly going down. i tried so hard, just to smile out. but everything seem to be useless.. i have no idea what's wrong.. but i guess he isit feeling the same thing again.. yunting, you can never have a true feeling. not that there's no good guys, is just that you are not worth it. my heart rise and sank very fast. but i have no idea when it's going to stop in the middle and be lively for long. i'm not blaming anyone or what, just that i felt that this love is hard for me to go on. having the first step always by myself, it's s hurtful. but no one is always there for me.我不想再被伤害了:[[[[[ you say you will be there to keep me strong? is the promise still on?:[

a prefect partners doesn't mean a forever happy life:[[[[[
-SOB-
awaiting for tml,, 090908.. i knew you for 1 month. but do you know?