NONONO!!!
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my mood totally sucks now!! i feel like crying, i feel like shouting out for as much as i cann. my mood is so down........ the very second time. I WANNA TALK!! i'm not going to find anyone anymore, not even LK/SF. I don't wanna trouble them anymore. and i know that my problem is actually a small thing. but i know myself very well that i cannot take it. yes, like what MRS TAN say at assembly, i am those kind who inside is so weak, 1 small problem is like the whole world came crashing down on my back. i'm doom:'[

meet rebecca in the morning, she was carrying her art stuff, was wondering how she going to carry that bigbig art go school on monday/friday? assembly and i was so angross with my storybook. Got to finish it by next thursday? SS lesson was fast cuz most of us was talking and doing work at the same time? English found it slow, cuz whole class kept quiet. send the class diary and told LK, 3b1's class diary seem so clean this year. good isit? Math, love my math class with mdm ang, cuz she will never scold and always good to us by letting us 5min break and i got to rest?

recess, same thing as usual. suddenly saw him with the shirt with diff no. feel weird. he didn't want to talk much, and just left with a fake smile:[[ madeleine told me ARC ppl need to get injection inorder to do cca, i'm fine with it. gonna ask mama permission. after recess, MT lesson. i did most of my work and was quite free, chitchatting with my clique and was laughing all the way, some at BS some at TV avertisment, some at jokes.. POA was next. mrsyeo was teaching chapter 9 and i was kinda blurr le. wish he was there to help. my brain is working slower and slower. PHY last, mr tang is cruel. he don't let us off first. end up our class was in almost in the middle? the fans at hall name are called BIG ASS FAN. i did say b4. the wind was so strong, and i feel so cold:// i was surrounded by xxxx and after a moment, all of them fall asleep. i don't no why i was so attentive during assembly but what mrs tan say in the end was so true. ended, everyone clap hand, the xxxx all wake up and is automatic one.

eat lunch with madel and weiting. both of them are great, but they click more to each other, so felt kinda left out sometime?but i'm fine with it i guess. the meeting was so long, and talking and talking. 1 guy from ARC [lan] volanteer to help up us girls at ARC by being a cashier. so sweet of him. anyway, he's sec 2. going for courses and i wanted to keep myself busy from xxxxxxx:[[[ actually went for injection, but uncle say close le, went to ARC brought a tuna bread and was HOT, so the auntie treat me milo:]] i love the aunties!!! went home after that, and saw what i always don't like to see:[[[[[[

i maybe not the perfect one, i'm not good at talking using english. but that is who i am. even though i'm trying to perfect it, but i change it for who i am, and not to please others. i try to keep joke from ppl who's trying to make me, and i'm sure about 1 thing,, i'm perfect for what i can do best.

shake it off and take a step up, will you yunting?