i'm doing everything i could to make me forget. you done it, but that doesn't mind i can. i admit i'm no stronger enough to go thru. i'm trying to think everything positively. i'm fine? i hope i am. i have to keep myself occupied and not letting myself stop down, i told myself even i continue to like that, i rather really go jump down the building. SF said that i'm sure is nuts cuz i rather jump off the building. hey, i have best friends that i never wish i could have, i have friends that comforts me by my side which i never tot i have friends that really know what situation i'm in. is becuz of you, i'm in a state that i dont even wanna to be in. everyone said that my future is in my own hand but do i really look like i have it in my control. my life is in ppl control. i don't want be those kind that just wish to be like that 4ever. i want change my life. but seeing THINGS, is just cannot help me thinking. I DONT WANT TO BECOME A BURDEN TO MY FRIENDS TO MY FAMILY JUST FOR YOU. i hate it. but you tell me what cann ido. i'm accepting the facts. but overall it's take time.

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