ARGHHHH......
i'm pissed off by you!

postpone??? is that all you know? you cann never live w/o xxxxx la. IDIOT!!!! i will really wish to slap you if i cann!!! arghhhh. why have i make myself to know you this bastard!!!! i hope time just goes back and i will never let myself to go near you!!! i cann feel myself getting control by other instead of myself. i wanted to hate you!!! but you see me!! everyone see me...... don't you all think i can actually take good care of myself. i have to hide my emotion inside me! not showing out........... :[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[

early in the morning, didn't no what is wrong with me. i sat on the bed after my mother actually left house. i sat on the bed i cry... what's wrong? i try to go back to sleep, and indeed i succesed. wake up by S's msg saying that she at school and is like 10.30? she was early by 1 hr. after that meet her at school than go canteen eat. i really envious couple that are actually sweet. and the boyfriend was treating their girlfriend as though as they are their first precious and didn't care about giving up their precious time for each other.

went for math remedial again. and mrs ang have started the lesson le. LK reach! she was like late ytd lorr. ops si... haha. CB la, this is going to stay in my mind. math lesson was interesting actually. don't no why lei, just suddenly feel like writing down things. and i realised i got alot of homework that need to be done. awwww, boring. remedial lasted only 50 min actually. than class dismiss. haha. went to 1c1 classroom there and don't no why was staying back with LK at that point of time. ZH, you sure got motivation lorr. haha.

after that was raining DAMN heavy. i ran under the rain and got wet. reach back home and my left side de sleeve and my shoe is DAMN wet cann. came back home and my moodchange immediately. arghhh.. don't like don't like.... heyhey, waiting for your msg.. haha. JKjk. think you need stay back to finish the homework you owe. haha. takecare..........

i wanna watch TERMINATOR! lols. i'm nuts... h33! the more crazy i am, the more i will forget things
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